nEw Year...nEw shine....

baCk then... i was seriouslY in doUbt on what will be installed for me in the future as i viewed my life as going on an on without having any clue where is it leading to.. a headless chicken to be exact. I was indecisive about almost everything. should i submit mY PE application ? should i go out with him ? should i go to koh samui ? should i save or should i spend ? shuld i buy that handphone ? should i wear read or blue ? should i have chicken or fish for Lunch ?

it was bad... uncertainty runs wild...

I did a lot of soul searching, prayed hard, asking HIM to at least shine me with some lights on my future path. I was indecisive about almost everything. i was on an emotional roller-coster. Am i doing the right thing ? where are the signs ?? did i missed on any hints that HE might have given me earlier ??...

Ya Allah ... Please..let me know...dorongkanlah hatiku. Am i actually on the right path ?? aNd yet...i saw nO lights...no hints..no signs....

but now it's clearer...all this while the signs are everwhere, the path is actually clearly lit up, i managed to get almost all of HIS hints.

Alhamdulillah... Despite the fact that it might not seems logic now and sometimes it might not make any sense at all..but HE knows better. i'm welcoming Awal MuharaM with a new shine...