dowN...

it's not the same when your other half is not around. i must say that i dread each and every second as the day passed by without him.

HubbY leFt for Abu Dh4Bi last sunday and yours truely still mourn in misery.I would be joining him as soon as i'm done with my papers. Meantime i'm back at mom's crib. being back home is good but it doesn't feels the same.

The whole irony of being left behind, not being able to work *as i can't no longer bear the long drives and packed roads all the way to damansara*, very lethargic at times, stucked with the papers to submit which i don't even have a clue how to do it!! damn... this is really killing me..

to top it all.. my job offer in UAe was withdrawn *don't they know that preggie lady pun boley kerja ? stOoPid c0nsortium*. I think i've drained out all my luck this time around.

Mum and dad are leaving for her yeaRly RamadaN-UmraH-trip on mY b'daY and will only be back in two weeks time.shoot!!!
Life is so full of ups and downs..
and i think i'm gonna be down in this dump for quite a while..

*dimana dIa anak KAmbing saya...
anaK kamBinG saya ada di sawaH paDI...
di mana Dia Chenta HaTi saya...
Chenta Hati saYa ade dI aBu dHabI..*

yEehhhaaaa...