Sunday, August 31, 2008

sabaR ajeLAh...

even a tough cookie will break down and crY..
and this cookie did.....

i was feeling so down for the past couple of days...
iT started when mum & Dad left for Umrah a couple of days agO.
NOt to mention that things had been tough ever since hubby left for The emirat3s. Being left home with 2 nephews who are extremelY hYpeR-active and a maid who is seriously not able to cater for these two are tOo much tO take at times. Having my papers to finish up with tonnes of caLculatIOn to be done while having screaming kids as your background mucis is definitely a disaster.

However after 3 days of hide-out at Mummy's place i managed to get everything in order. Mentally, physically and emotionally prepared, i'm just waiting to face the fire..bring It oN... report ready, calculation all done Up..drawings Plotted..tunggu nak bind report aje...

IT was Thursday then the BiG Bomb dropped. The examiner had Declined to be my examiner since he was struggling to find a second examiner. daRn.. taLK aBouT baD LuCk .. i have Jinx written all Over me..

First the withdrawal oF the JoB Offer, now this ?? ApelaH nasIb..What have i done wrong to deserve this ? Deep down i was devastated. I'm not good when dealing with rejection. SaBO ajelAh...

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